Tuesday night was filled with wishes and hugs from families. But it was really great to see all them and feel of their love and support as we go through with this time in our lives. And as we retire that night, though we feel like we're sardines in a can..lol..we never felt so close as a family. I think that's how you would feel with every single loved ones if you know that you won't be seeing them for a long time. It's wonderful and at the same time, you just wanted to hold on to that person and never let go...
July 29 - Wednesday morning was the hardest day of our life. He was all packed and ready Monday night, so I couldn't slow down the process....darn it! I taught him too well on how to prepare earlier....aagghh!!
As we slowly drove off, it was a struggle to start the conversation and get it going. There was a certain gloom in the air as we were closing in the MTC. Nathan was very anxious as we could tell of his demeanor. So many things going on in his mind, he said. We know that he wanted this to not be a sad day. But as we said our goodbyes, it was a different outcome after all. Oh well. Sometimes that's the only time that you could let go of your emotions because you can.
The ride home was a chorus of sniffles and " I will miss Nathan , Mama." And that made my eyes welled up even more. The trip to the restaurant proved to be just wasted time. And yeah, gong to the store to shop for food didn't help at all. Because everywhere I turn, it reminded me of how much Nathan loved that certain food.
Despite of all of these, we know for a surety that he will be perfectly fine. He would love his time in the MTC with all the opportunities to learn of his teachings and meet wonderful people that would change his life. We are sooo proud of our missionary!!
Remembering of when he was just a little baby in my arms, couldn't help but to think of how He had given me this precious little soul, to keep and to cherish. and to help him through this life, to become strong in the Gospel and to let him be an instrument in His hands. Though it was painful to see him go, we could never have been more honor to let our son serve Him with great courage. As to the lyrics of one of my favorite songs, " From His arms, to My arms, to Yours".
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